.. a chance of love so unplanned ..

shielapotz

.. parang antagal ko ng tulog peo nd pa pala .. nanaginip nko't lahat 1 hour plang ang nkkalipas cmula pag 2log ko .. naglaro nko ng games s ipod para lang makatulog .. feeling ko .. 3 hrs nko naglalaro peo 30 mins p lng pla !!

tpos .. tpos .. tama b un ?! umuulan ?! bkt b nkkisabay skin plage ang panhon .. naalala ko 2loy ung cnbi ko dun sa kausap ko .. umuulan nnmn .. umiiyak kc ako .. bat ganun .. tuwing umiiyak ako umuulan .. hawak ko ba ang ulan !! pak !! sbay lng tumutulo ung tubig s mata ko chaka tubig gling sa langit !!

wlangyang buhay toh o !! gano nmn kea khba ang araw ko naun ?! mhe isang buong araw pko at ang aga ko ngcng !! malamang pag dating ng bukas sobrang bilis nmn ng oras .. na dapat e dun xa bumagal .. bket ?! madame akong dapat gwin .. madami akong dapat aucn .. aucn ?! hmmmnn ...

nd nmn ako mkikipag aus .. juz wana say last words for her ..

did i just mean last ?! o well let me see ..

.. still bleeding ..

shielapotz

oh well its bleeding .. huhu .. naguguluhan ako bat parang ok lng n wala xa peo nd ok n wala xa .. eh ?! ano daw un ?! filing ko xe ako lang ang affected s mga nangyyri .. huhuhu .. bat ganun ?! she' so mean ..

did i just say she ?!?! waahh !! korek .. gnayn n nga gn2 pa .. eh ?! mgulo ang buhay .. josko ..

ilang beses mo man nga paikut ikutin .. iikot p din !!

shielapotz

it only lasted 4 four days !! 3 am is gone !! everything is a mess now .. i dont know what i juz did .. did i mess things myself ?! huhuhu .. y does it have 2 end hir ?!

i hate u september 5,2007 !!

shielapotz

the flowers you gave me
are just about to die
when i think about what could've been
makes me wanna cry
the sweet words you whispered
dint mean a thing
i guess our soung is over
as we begin to sing
could've been so beautiful
could've been so right
could've been my lover
everyday of my life
could've been so beautiful
could've been so right
i never know what could've been
on a cold and lonely night

the memories of our lovin
still linger in the air
like the fated scent of your roses
stay with me everywhere
everytime time i get my hopes up
they always seem to fall
still what could've been is better then what can never be at all

x1 at all

couldve been so beautiful
could've so right
could've been my lover everyday of my life
could've been so beautiful
could've been so right
you cant know what could've been
on a cold and lonely night

could've been so beautiful
couldve been so right
you cant know what couldve been on a cold and lonely night

no no no no


how can you know what couldve been on a cold and lonely night

yeah dis so song is supeeeer stucked n my mind !! it jz made me cry ..

anoder broken heart for me .. bat ganun akala ko kc hapi nko e .. im wrong .. agen and agen and agen ..

forevers gone for us  .. i don't know how to deal with this .. my heart is bleeding .. my heart is so alone .. y u have to leave me lyk dis ?? sna hinyaan  mo n lng ako umalis bgo ka nagdecxon ng gnyan .. sana nd nmn gn2 ung pagpphrap mo skin .. i've done everything .. sobrang kulang p din ba?
 i know i have my shortcomings .. peo im trying my very best to patch up things ..  peo wala .. pwang blewala lng diin sau lahat .. ni nd mo mkita ung effort ko ..

bkt kelangan ako ang huli para sau ?! bkt ?!?!?!?!?!??!

i thot nd ko n mfifil 2ng pain n 2 .. u leave me with so many promises ..

sna nd n lng .. sna nd na lng ako umasa ..

mxz _ (9/5/2007 10:56:17 AM): mas mgaling ka sa pagintindi kea intindihin mo ..
mxz _ (9/5/2007 10:56:26 AM): i really hafta go
mxz _ (9/5/2007 10:56:31 AM): m so late na
mxz _ (9/5/2007 11:00:06 AM): alis na ko ..
mxz _ (9/5/2007 11:00:36 AM): after this, i wont talk to you na ..
mxz _ (9/5/2007 11:02:28 AM): m sorry ..
mxz _ (9/5/2007 11:02:32 AM): bye hon ..

last words from u .. it made me cry ..