.. a chance of love so unplanned ..

shielapotz

I wanna paint my face
and pretend that I am someone else.
Sometimes I get so fed up,
I don't even wanna look at myself.
But people with problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think
I'm complaining all the time.
And I hate the way you look at me I have to say.
I wish that I could start over.

I am slowly falling apart.
I wish you'd take a walk
in my shoes for a start
and you might think it's easy being me.
You just stand still look pretty.

Sometimes I find myself shaking
in the middle of the night
and then it hits me
and I can't even believe this is my life.
But people with problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think
I'm complaining all the time.
And I wish everyone
would just go and shut their mouth.
I'm not strong enough to deal with it.

I am slowly falling apart.
I wish that you would take a walk
in my shoes for a start.
You might think it's easy being me.
You just stand still look pretty.

I am slowly falling apart.
I wish that you would take a walk
in my shoes for a start.
You might think it's easy being me.
You just stand still look pretty.

shielapotz

.. when people don't express they're heart ..

.. they die one piece at a tym ..

shielapotz

.. wenaku !!

 .. nkita ko ang nwawalang kptid ni kokey !! ampf !! naghalungkat lng nmn kme ng old pixies ni bespleng !! nd wer suuuper shock dhil close na pla kme nun pa !! wahahaha !! magkatbi kme s isang cristmas party class pix .. nyahahahaha ..

shielapotz

.. i didn't have a looooong sleep nnmn ..  +yawn+

.. peo ok lng !! .. weeee !! nag usap kme !! ansaya lng .. lyk she's back agen .. hmmmnn .. peo nalost nnmn !! ampf .. ankulet ko daw !! hala !!

.. i supeeeeeeeeer miss her na !! as in supeeeeeeeeerr .. ampf !!

shielapotz

.. ampf !!

.. i've been w8n 4 ur kol  khpon .. luks lyk ur sooooo bc .. peo atlst u called around 1130 and i was about 2 sleep na .. nwala ang antok ko dhil iba nnmn ang mood mo .. and i lyk it !! ampf !! nmis ko xe n kausap k ng ganun ..

shielapotz

.. weeeee .. i've spent yesterday wit mah bespleng bitch !! wahahahaha !!

.. nung naimbento ang camera .. nd na nmn bntwan pa !!

shielapotz

.. waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh .. super w8 ako sau .. asan kba? walang pramadam ?!?!? .. waaahh !! batet ?? xe tuesday naun ?! tpos strbx day nyo ?! nkalimutan mo nnmn ako !!

kainis ...

panget bko ??!?!?!????!?!?!

bat ako naiinsecure???

bat prang nd konek konek ang mga nakalagay d2??

shielapotz

.. did i just found my bro ?! wahahaha fried_kamote_v2 ..

.. kme ang nwawalng kaptid ni kokey !! ano ba 2 .. luking 4ward ako s reunion nmn !! kea ba and2 c kokey para sunduin n taung 2 ??

 .. whahahahaha !!

shielapotz

.. did i just received a msg from u saying : i miss you honey .. swear

whaaaaaattt ?! nwindang ako .. nwala an2k ko .. m w8n for 3am 2 wke u up .. nww8 ko dhil nd ako ede mag alarm at pag mhe nkarinig malaos nmn ako .. bat ako nag aalarm .. sbi mo xe wakey kita e ..

.. anoder message ..

i love you na ulit hon

 whhaaaattt ?!?!?!

2nay ba 2 ?! hehehe .. ive been w8n 4 dat msg .. its been a month and how many days snce i last saw that kind of msg .. windang tlga ako !! lyk m hapi n ulit .. *tears of joy* waaaahhh ..

.. anoder message ..

hon, wag k n umalis

waaaaaaahhh !!

ayaw mo nko umalis, don't make it hard 4 me .. nakapag decide nko .. aalis ako .. peo bblik ako .. bblik ako s decmber .. promise ko sau un .. decmber ..

.. anoder message ..

i love you .. i'll wait for you honey ..

oooooooooooo mahgad !!!

lm ko sincere yang pagkakasabi mo .. huhuhu .. touch ako !! pakers .. an assurrnz from u .. ansaya ko !! tanggal lht ng worries and insecurities ko !! nyahahahaha .. filing ko mganda nnmn ako !! well,, nagmamaganda !! nyahaha .. weeee .. i know ur back !! saya lang !!

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it will never work

 bleh bleh

wala lng !!

nagmamaganda lng ako naun !!