.. a chance of love so unplanned ..

shielapotz

waaaaaaahhh !!

 bat bgla kng nagparamdam s drim ko ?! bat nd k n lng magtxt n lng kea ?! ano ba yn !! d p din ako mkarecover .. bat answit mo ?! xet na 2 !! magparamdam k n xe skin e ..

kun tatanungin mo ulit ako kun nmimis kita .. iba n sgot ko .. OO MIS N KITA !! d n kelngan ng 10 mins .. wuhuhuhu !!

ampf tlga !! tgal k ng d pramdam ah .. tpos mko bgyan ng load ?! nyahaha !!

miss ko n ung GUD MORNING GIRLFREND !! pakz !! huhuhu

shielapotz

.. oooopss .. nag iiba ang tema ng blog ko .. huhuhu .. pra ata 2 sa 2 taong gsto ko ..

.. ay .. gsto ko at mahal ko !! .. magkaiba nmn xe un db ?! mas lamang lng tlga ung mhal mo .. ampf !!

.. ung gsto ko kaya nya ko intndihin s kht anong paraan .. ung mahal ko nmn kelngan ako ang iintndi sknya at kelngan kong ipaintndi ng mabuti ung ako .. s huli .. away ..

.. ung gsto ko .. anjan lng bsta mhe problema ako .. ung mhal ko anjan din peo nega ang dating ..

.. ung gsto ko auko mawala .. auko din mawala ung mahal ko ..

.. peo naun ?! mas nmimis ko ung gsto ko !! watdapak !! bkt ?! .. nd ko din alam e ..

.. ung gsto ko wiling n mging 2nd xa .. huwaaaatt ?! uu .. tgal n ayaw ko lng xe meon akong ibang mahal .. huhuhuhu .. iniiwasan ko n ung gsto ko peo .. xet !! lge kmeng nagkikita ng nd inaasahan .. tama b un ?!

.. e wat if kea nging kme ng gsto ko ?! waaaaaaaaat !! cnbi ko n din xe dati .. filing ko nd nmn magwwork .. xe andming against .. peo naicp ko din bat ko iicpn un db ?! peo pano n ung mahal ko ? ' o kea gn2 lang ako xe mhe poblema kme ts xa ung anjan ? ' ayaw ko nmng icpin nya n pnakip butas ko xa ..

.. embeyen !! nguguluhan n kea ako .. bat kc dati suplado ka !! gsto mo din nmn pla ako !! pakers k tlga !!

.. ayan 2loy .. huhuhu

 lie about us ..

[Avant]
Oehh oyy,
Yeahh yeahh

[Avant - Verse 1]
Baby I know when we started out there were things you didn't know,
But baby girl we got a lotta things we need to discuss
I know I'm asking for allot, but just trust.
You say that things getting old, sneakin' round, creepin' and love on the low
But baby girl I can't wait till it's officially us,
I can't wait to let them know about us.

[Nicole]
First I thought that I could take it boy, but I don't know,
You told me you were gonna leave her for me long ago.

[Avant]
Eventually I will, but I just gotta take it slow
Don't wanna break her heart, although I gotta let her go
So baby ..

[Avant - Chorus]
So please don't say you wanna give up.
How do I tell her that I'm fallin’ in love,
And I know you’re waitin’ patiently for that day,
When we no longer have to lie about us.
When I'm with her all I want is your touch,
And when you call me I don't wanna hang up,
And I know I say it often but I can't wait
Till' we no longer have to lie about us.

[Avant - Verse 2]
Baby I know situation don't seem fair to us both.
But baby girl, she's an issue that I'm bout to adjust.
Don't mistake the love we make for just us,
You are my soul (mind, body, spirit) all that I know.
But baby girl I can't wait till it's officially us,
I can't wait to tell the world about us.

[Nicole]
First I thought that I could take it boy, but I don't know,
You told you were gonna leave her for me long ago.

[Avant]
Eventually I will, but I just gotta take it slow
Don't wanna break her heart although, I gotta let her go
So baby ..

[Avant - Chorus]
So please don't say you wanna give up (please don't say).
How do I tell her that I'm fallen in love (oeehhh oohh).
And I know you’re waiting patiently for that day,
When we no longer have to lie about us (no longer have to lie).
When I'm with her all I want is your touch (oeehhh oohh),
And when you call me I don't wanna hang up (baby you don't),
And I know I said it often but I can't wait
Till we no longer have to lie about us.

[Avant - Bridge]
Baby won't you wait just a little bit,
For (just a little bit),
Me (just a little bit longer, longer (oehh yeahh)
Wait (Just a little bit)
For (just a little bit)
Me (just a little bit longer, longer)
I want you to wait (just a little bit)
Wait (Just a little bit)
For (just a little bit longer, longer)
Me (just a little bit)
Just a little bit, just a little bit
Longer, longer

[Avant - Chorus]
Baby so please don't say you wanna give up,
How do I tell her that I've fallen in love (how do I tell my baby).
And I know your waiting patiently for that day,
When we no longer have to lie about us (whoooaaaa)
When I'm with her, all I want is your touch (ooohh baby)
And when you call me I don't wanna hang up (oeehh oohh oo).
And I know I said it often but I can't wait till' we no longer have to lie about us.
(no longer have to lie)

[Avant & Nicole - Bridge]
Baby won't you wait just a little bit, just a little bit, (baby) just a little bit longer (baby), longer
Just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, (baby I'mma wait) longer, longer
(won't you wait) just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, longer, longer
(I’m waiting just a little bit longer) Just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, longer.

[Avant - End Fading Away]
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
Just a little bit]

shielapotz

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Yeah yeah

I remember when
I was hanging with my friends
That's when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that I would be your baby (be your baby)
You try to get some game
Asking me girl what ya name
All that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that we have fun together (fun together)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I judge your wine
I know your only mine
Tonight is yours
Tomorrow is for another guy (another guy)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

You've been calling me
Leaving messages all week
Was your curiousity
Got ya knees weak

I'm not looking for a man
So I don't want no confusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my queue to go
So I hit the door
I let you hot
With your mind used to running wild (running wild)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I judge your wine
I know your only mine
If you stick around
Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Now a couple months have past
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should've known
That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)
I mashed up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don't be suprised
That I'm seeing other guys
I'm too young to settle
And you should've known better (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)
We're only gonna do your dirt (cos I'll have)
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

shielapotz

the flowers you gave me
are just about to die
when i think about what could've been
makes me wanna cry
the sweet words you whispered
dint mean a thing
i guess our soung is over
as we begin to sing
could've been so beautiful
could've been so right
could've been my lover
everyday of my life
could've been so beautiful
could've been so right
i never know what could've been
on a cold and lonely night

the memories of our lovin
still linger in the air
like the fated scent of your roses
stay with me everywhere
everytime time i get my hopes up
they always seem to fall
still what could've been is better then what can never be at all

x1 at all

couldve been so beautiful
could've so right
could've been my lover everyday of my life
could've been so beautiful
could've been so right
you cant know what could've been
on a cold and lonely night

could've been so beautiful
couldve been so right
you cant know what couldve been on a cold and lonely night

no no no no


how can you know what couldve been on a cold and lonely night

yeah dis so song is supeeeer stucked n my mind !! it jz made me cry ..

anoder broken heart for me .. bat ganun akala ko kc hapi nko e .. im wrong .. agen and agen and agen ..

forevers gone for us  .. i don't know how to deal with this .. my heart is bleeding .. my heart is so alone .. y u have to leave me lyk dis ?? sna hinyaan  mo n lng ako umalis bgo ka nagdecxon ng gnyan .. sana nd nmn gn2 ung pagpphrap mo skin .. i've done everything .. sobrang kulang p din ba?
 i know i have my shortcomings .. peo im trying my very best to patch up things ..  peo wala .. pwang blewala lng diin sau lahat .. ni nd mo mkita ung effort ko ..

bkt kelangan ako ang huli para sau ?! bkt ?!?!?!?!?!??!

i thot nd ko n mfifil 2ng pain n 2 .. u leave me with so many promises ..

sna nd n lng .. sna nd na lng ako umasa ..

mxz _ (9/5/2007 10:56:17 AM): mas mgaling ka sa pagintindi kea intindihin mo ..
mxz _ (9/5/2007 10:56:26 AM): i really hafta go
mxz _ (9/5/2007 10:56:31 AM): m so late na
mxz _ (9/5/2007 11:00:06 AM): alis na ko ..
mxz _ (9/5/2007 11:00:36 AM): after this, i wont talk to you na ..
mxz _ (9/5/2007 11:02:28 AM): m sorry ..
mxz _ (9/5/2007 11:02:32 AM): bye hon ..

last words from u .. it made me cry ..

shielapotz

it only lasted 4 four days !! 3 am is gone !! everything is a mess now .. i dont know what i juz did .. did i mess things myself ?! huhuhu .. y does it have 2 end hir ?!

i hate u september 5,2007 !!

shielapotz

oh well its bleeding .. huhu .. naguguluhan ako bat parang ok lng n wala xa peo nd ok n wala xa .. eh ?! ano daw un ?! filing ko xe ako lang ang affected s mga nangyyri .. huhuhu .. bat ganun ?! she' so mean ..

did i just say she ?!?! waahh !! korek .. gnayn n nga gn2 pa .. eh ?! mgulo ang buhay .. josko ..

ilang beses mo man nga paikut ikutin .. iikot p din !!

shielapotz

.. parang antagal ko ng tulog peo nd pa pala .. nanaginip nko't lahat 1 hour plang ang nkkalipas cmula pag 2log ko .. naglaro nko ng games s ipod para lang makatulog .. feeling ko .. 3 hrs nko naglalaro peo 30 mins p lng pla !!

tpos .. tpos .. tama b un ?! umuulan ?! bkt b nkkisabay skin plage ang panhon .. naalala ko 2loy ung cnbi ko dun sa kausap ko .. umuulan nnmn .. umiiyak kc ako .. bat ganun .. tuwing umiiyak ako umuulan .. hawak ko ba ang ulan !! pak !! sbay lng tumutulo ung tubig s mata ko chaka tubig gling sa langit !!

wlangyang buhay toh o !! gano nmn kea khba ang araw ko naun ?! mhe isang buong araw pko at ang aga ko ngcng !! malamang pag dating ng bukas sobrang bilis nmn ng oras .. na dapat e dun xa bumagal .. bket ?! madame akong dapat gwin .. madami akong dapat aucn .. aucn ?! hmmmnn ...

nd nmn ako mkikipag aus .. juz wana say last words for her ..

did i just mean last ?! o well let me see ..

.. still bleeding ..